Episode 24

Divine Love Epiphany: Mary Magdalene, the prostitute, Emotions & Your Relationship Success

What do Mary Magdalene, the prostitute and emotions have to do with you relationship and life success? EVERYTHING.

We are growing and shifting consciousness at a rapid pace. The way we love MUST also evolve in order for us to hold the new energy.

There are many of us who are here for Divine Union-a power couple balanced in masculine and feminine energetics and we will be tested. Marriages are the word of God. The entire Bible is a love story.

When we don't learn how to do this one highly important thing we fail not just marriage but the word.

Tune in as I share my revelation about MM, why she was called a prostitute and what your energy and emotions have to do with it.

I will go deeper into my epiphany of why men leave the home to heal and have affairs in the next episode.

I announced my upcoming October Virtual Retreat in this episode and would love nothing more than to see you there! https://www.jodierodenbaugh.com/unconditionedlover

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Transcript
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Hello, welcome back to

soul liberated live.

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You you guys.

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I just had the biggest revelation.

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I think of my life.

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So.

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This is going to be deep.

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And I don't even know exactly.

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Where we're going to end up,

but I'm just going to riff

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about what has come through me.

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So about.

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Hm.

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Three months ago.

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Yeah.

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About three months ago.

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I have been working with Mary Magdalen,

Jesus ISIS, and the divine itself.

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And.

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Today as I'm writing a post,

it came to me so clearly.

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Mary Magdalene's role and.

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Why she was called a prostitute.

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Now maybe somebody else

is talking about this.

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I don't know.

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I'm not following other people.

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I'm just having into

what God is showing me.

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What, what is coming through me?

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And so I'm going to lay

it out for you today.

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And.

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It's really important, especially

for this time that we're in right

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now in such a spiritual warfare.

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Marriages and strong

partnerships are being broken.

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Left and right, because of the spiritual

warfare, because strong marriages.

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I went thousand percent believe in.

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No.

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We'll change the entire.

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Planet.

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We absolutely need a divine

masculine and divine feminine.

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When I say divine, I'm not

talking about perfection.

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Okay.

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I'm talking about a man who

knows who the fuck he is.

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A woman who knows who she is a man

and a woman who know their roles,

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who know their potency, who aren't

competing against each other equality.

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This bullshit about equality

should not even exist.

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For where we're going.

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Man and woman.

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Are not supposed to be equal,

just like I'm not equal to

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a woman sitting next to me.

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It's just, it shouldn't be existent.

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We all have our own gifts, our

own roles, our own divine essence

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that we bring to the table.

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And if we don't understand what that

is, We're missing the whole point.

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We're missing the whole assignment.

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So as I'm sitting here writing

the post, I'm going to tell you

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what the post is really about.

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But as I'm standing here, when I

get like, Uh, twice in my career.

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As whatever we going to call this

career of coaching, the coaching realm.

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I have had.

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A strong, like epiphany a discovery

of sorts in my work that I do, the

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first one is a, was around shame.

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And this one is like, It's a.

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It's an extension of that shame

that I discovered way back in:

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However.

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This one runs deeper.

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So.

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I'm sitting here thinking

about my male clients.

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And I'm writing this post

in particular to males.

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And it hit me.

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Mary Magdalen and was called a prostitute.

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Because she was such a vine healer.

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And Jesus had to remove

like seven demons from her.

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Because we need that earthly man.

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We don't need them to

ascend the way we ascend.

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We don't need them to

heal the way we heal.

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We don't need them to be.

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Us in fact, If they are us, we are fucked.

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We need men to be men.

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We need them grounded.

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We need them earthly.

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We need them to be the fucking Oak trees.

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But here is why it's hard.

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And also here is why.

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I believe Mary Magdalen was

misunderstood as being the prostitute.

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When I heal.

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I meant shame and what I say

when I heal, I'm not the healer.

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I don't take.

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That credit, that credit is because I'm a

divine channel for the most high for God.

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But am I here?

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Is it coming through me?

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Absolutely.

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Am I the one who's doing it all.

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Absolutely not.

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The things that I know are not

things that I've read in a book.

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I have a thousand books I've

gotten rid of a thousand books.

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I, when I read a book, I.

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Literally, we'll take a book and open

it up to where I think I need to, like,

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I'm just intuitively go to where I

might think I need to read a sentence

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or two, but if a book is in my hands,

if a book is in my awareness, I I

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have the book because I own the codes.

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It's like I have the codes.

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It's just a remembrance of the

codes is a reminder that I have.

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The wisdom inside of

me, my job is to unlock.

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And unleash that wisdom.

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Just like Mary Magdalene.

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But here is what I just discovered

about the whole prostitute thing.

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So.

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When I worked with men, I

was thinking about this.

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Pretty in-depth the other day.

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Because men heal so

much faster than women.

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And when I meet with a client I'm

tapping into their sole source.

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I am tapping into their higher self.

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And I'm also able to see

the shames and shadows.

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So I'm working in tandem with the

light and the dark at the same time.

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If that makes sense.

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And I was like, why do my

men heal so much faster?

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They buy faster.

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They know what they want faster.

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They move faster.

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They they're just faster, but why.

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Because women's job, our role.

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Is to go into the energy,

the emotions, the, the.

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Darkness.

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Of the frequency.

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In order to expose.

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The darkness.

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We are here to shine light.

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As women.

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And some of us have been on this

journey as a Lightworker for longer

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than others that may be listening to us.

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But at the end of the fucking day, Our

job as women is to shine a fucking light.

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On the darkness.

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But if we don't understand how

to work with the darkness within

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our man, We fail the assignment.

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Because we're speaking to him.

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In a way that he can't hear us.

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We're asking him to be, do and

experience something that we know how

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to do, but they don't know how to do.

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Now, one of the other things that

I've discovered in the past couple of

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weeks, that has always been her, but.

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I work in triangulations a lot.

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So triangles, threes, threesomes.

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A lot.

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And one of the threesomes that I.

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Discovered the other day

was this thing around.

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I'll call it gas.

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Because it's gas.

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That's how you can remember it.

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So on one side of the triangle and one

angle of the triangle, think of guilt.

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Or grief.

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Sorry.

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Think of grief.

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On the other side of the triangle.

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Think of shame.

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And on the other side of the

triangle, think of anger.

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And I would put grief and

anger down at the bottom.

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And shame at the top.

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So, what I discovered is that.

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programmed and conditioned to fear anger.

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We blocking.

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Sure.

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We judge anger.

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We criticizing her.

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We don't want to experience anger.

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I remember after my husband

died, that was, afraid to feel.

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I was so afraid.

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Aye.

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I felt like if I were to feel anger,

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I wouldn't stop.

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I thought that if I allowed myself to

really feel the anger that I was feeling.

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That I would stay stuck there.

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And that's such a big misconception.

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Because we don't get stuck

there when we release it.

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of the solution.

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We have to release.

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it stays stuck in dormant inside of us.

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And we carry it like a cross.

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We the bags of burden.

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It's our job to release.

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I remember.

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Exactly where I was.

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After he died and I decided

I was going to let it go.

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I was going to allow myself before

he died, I held so much resent for

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the two years prior to his death.

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After my second after our second child.

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You know, as women.

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carry at.

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And I shouldn't even say women.

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not the divine.

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It's the feminine.

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The we, we have both masculine

and feminine within us, everybody.

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Okay.

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Women naturally have more feminine energy.

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So we should be, you know,

kind of the 80 20 rule.

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We should be in feminine most of the time.

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And the men should be

masculine most of the time.

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But when we don't release, we hold

that resent, we hold that anger, we

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hold that inner rage inside of us.

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And we just go on and on and

on, trying to live our life.

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We're being held back by these feelings

that are stuck and trapped inside of us.

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But as Lightworkers, as Energyworkers,

we are here to release those feelings,

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emotions, and stagnation and stuckness

inside of the bodies of others.

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Well, that's my job.

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Your job could be as little as allowing

yourself to have your own experience in

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releasing the emotions, releasing the

trapped energy that's inside of your body.

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Now the work that I do teaches you how

to do that, and actually I'm having an

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upcoming virtual retreat unconditioned

lover that I would love to have you at.

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It's only 222 and it is going to be

such healing, expansive retreat.

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I wish I could get it

done and do it in person.

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However, it just can't be done right now.

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So it's going to be virtual.

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We're going to go deeply into that.

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So on this one side of anger,

I remember that feeling.

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I was sitting in our driveway, inside

of his car, because he, he was a general

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manager for a Budweiser distributorship.

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And he drove a Hummer that was wrapped

in the, the beer, the, the beer.

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Budweiser.

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I don't even remember what it was called.

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I'm so disconnected from

beer in my life currently.

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I don't even remember what it was

called, but it's Anheuser Busch.

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I'm not getting paid.

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Anyway, I'm sitting in his car and

I have to give the car back cause it

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was a company car and I'm so angry.

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I'm so angry at the injustice

and it is injustice that women

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hold as this like sacred hostage

to justify their victimization.

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It's, it's a, it's sickening really.

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But I remember sitting in the car.

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And my, the first time ever that

I've ever allowed myself to fully

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express inner rage inside of his car.

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And I screamed at the top of my

lungs and just let it all loose.

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And that's it.

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It just needed to be released.

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And here's the miracles that happen

on the other side of the release.

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In that car.

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I'm sitting there and my husband,

my late husband loved Wizard of Oz.

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I always made fun of him.

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Like dude, that's, a little feminine.

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And he's like, I don't, I

don't, I don't fucking care.

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That man had no shame in his game.

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None.

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He was fully exposed.

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That is a man.

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Fully exposed, nothing to hide.

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I am who I am and I'm

a fucking amazing man.

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I'll get deeper into that in a second,

but back to the car in The Wizard of Oz.

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The miracle.

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I'm sitting there in the car.

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The music is playing.

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I played his, his iPod shuffle

over and over and over again

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just to feel him close to me.

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And I'm sitting there and I shit

you fucking not, the song that came

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on was Somewhere Over the Rainbow.

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And not only that, You guys, not

only that, there is a bluebird

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sitting on my fence post.

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Especially in those first days,

the signs were crazy strong.

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I would have my picture, my uh,

phone out all the time taking

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pictures because seriously, how do

people believe something like that?

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And it's so funny when I tell

like, logical people stories

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like this because they, they try

to logic their way through it.

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They try to create a scientific

method for why that occurs and

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you cannot create a scientific

method for a spiritual awakening.

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You just can't.

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However, there is beautiful

strategy in all of it.

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It's part of the divine process.

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It's fine.

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It's part of the divine plan, but on

the other side of the fence, on the

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other side of this triangle is the men.

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who have been taught and conditioned

literally not to feel grief, not

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to be sad, not to cry, suck it up.

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Don't show your feelings.

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Don't show your emotions.

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And this right now is killing our

men, literally killing our men.

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They are killing themselves.

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Because they don't understand

how to move through the grief.

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And just like us, all it has

to be, all that has to be done

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is just freaking release it.

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Just go into the deep,

dark feelings of it.

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And the thing with men is they

move so fast, all they have to

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really do is go and feel it.

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They don't have to sit there and cry.

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However, sometimes they do.

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And that was the, that was the

thing about my late husband as well.

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Because he knew how to grieve.

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He was able to feel the

spectrum of his emotions.

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He was able to have all of these

expansive experiences where he had

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nothing to hide because when we don't

allow ourselves to feel the full

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spectrum of our emotions, we hide, we

keep secrets, we put on masks, we cover

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ourselves, we hide, we, we dim our light.

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All because we didn't allow ourselves

to feel, and sometimes it's because

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we don't know how to freaking feel.

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I haven't always been, in my feminine,

I haven't always been a feeler.

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And when I say a feeler, I

felt all kinds of shit, okay?

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But, I didn't know how to move the energy.

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I remember there's two things I think

I've said in the earlier podcast, but

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I'll repeat just, just for a second.

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So I was a pioneer of

emotional intelligence.

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I was teaching children emotional

intelligence back in the mid nineties

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when it first became a thing.

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And yet, I would go home to my family

and lose my ever loving shit because

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I didn't know how to move my energy.

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I didn't know how to move from being in

the masculine, teaching all day, to coming

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home, which, which should technically be

more of a feminine thing, but it's not.

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It's a masculine thing.

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And then I would come home and not

be able to shift into my feminine.

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And shift all those emotions.

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And it wasn't until after he died that

I was fully, deeply able to do that.

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But it wasn't something

that I learned in a book.

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It was because I had to

experience freaking death.

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Now, you don't have to experience death

in the sense of what I experienced.

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But there's a part of you

that does need to die.

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That part of you that was a little

child before you were 7 years old.

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Who hired this team to protect you that

you've been hiding behind since then and

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not allowing yourself to experience love.

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And I'm not talking

about surface level love.

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Like everybody can feel surface

level love, but if you get married

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for love, you already failed.

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You failed on the fucking bye

because love should already be here.

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You're not looking for love.

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You're not marrying for love.

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Love is already here.

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Love is already here.

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Love never dies.

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When you don't understand how to work with

your energy and work with your emotions

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on the full spectrum, you don't have the

depth and capacity to love deeply another

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person because you're still hiding.

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You're still keeping secrets.

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You still have things locked inside of

your closet that need to be exposed in

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order for you to expand into the kind

of love that you actually came here for.

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And so when they don't understand how

to fully grieve, how to feel those

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deep, deep, deep emotions and sadness.

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And the pain, they

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turn to numbing so easily.

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And please know that when I say men

and women, I want you to think of it in

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terms of not so much compartmentalizing

men and women, but really thinking of

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it in terms of masculine and feminine.

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Because we all, every human has this

masculine and feminine inside of us.

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And when you are over masculine, okay,

You're gonna be operating more like a man.

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You're gonna be operating more like a man.

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So if you relate to the grief side,

where you're not able to feel the

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sadness and you just feel like an

angry freaking bitch all the time,

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It's because you're in your masculine,

but it's a wounded masculine, you see.

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It's not a healthy masculine,

because if you really understood

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energetics, and if you really

understood emotions, if you really

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were able to feel the full spectrum,

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you wouldn't have

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anything to hide.

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And if there's nothing to

hide, there is no shame.

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I am a freaking open book.

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There are certain things in my

experience, like in a current experience

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that I would be experiencing that

is not ready to be shared because

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I haven't gained the full wisdom.

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But I'm a freaking open book.

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There is nothing that I hide,

nothing that I hide behind.

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And in fact, challenge me, call me out.

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I want truth.

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Truth is love and love is God.

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So if I don't expose

the shame inside of me.

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And I don't vulnerably release that.

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Then I am absent of God.

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I am absent of truth and

I am a woman of my word.

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I came into this lifetime showing

up for a particular assignment.

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I gave my word.

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I have vows, a covenant.

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I gave my word.

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I'm in integrity with that.

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So expose me.

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And that's my job here.

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That's my job is to expose

the shame, slay the shame.

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Because when we expose the shame, when

we slay the shame, there is nothing in

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our way, literally nothing in our way.

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But when you overstay your welcome

in unprocessed, processed anger too

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long, it turns into shame because

you're going against the natural order.

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Of your energy because life is

about increase and if you are

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not increasing, you are dying.

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And if you still harbor anger and on

the other side, grief, overstaying

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your welcome and grief too long,

shame, shame because you're now

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numbing yourself out so much.

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You're in a depressed state.

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Anger is usually the anxiety side.

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This is an absence of God.

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This is an absence of love.

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This is an absence of truth.

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Now, are there things that are

true that cause you to feel angry

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or cause you to be in grief?

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Absolutely.

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But the only cause is you,

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your ability or inability to move

your energy, to move your emotions, to

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recognize what it is that you're feeling

and allow yourself to feel it and move.

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Now there's some crazy ass shit

going on out there that says you

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don't have to feel your feelings.

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Okay, guess what?

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We were given feelings by God to feel

the depth of those feelings for a reason.

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We are humans for a reason.

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When you try to block your emotional

experience, you become a freaking robot.

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Not on my watch.

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We're not doing that.

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We're here to feel.

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So back to Mary Magdalene, why,

why the prostitute, why this idea?

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Why, when I assist in the healing

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does it relate to prostitution?

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Here's why, because when I release

that shame, we now open the portal

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to vital force energy and vital

force energy is creative energy and

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creative energy is sexual energy.

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Let that land.

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They didn't have another way to say it.

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What was she doing?

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She had, she had magical superpowers,

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and I'm gonna boldly say So do I.

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If you let me.

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Hey, hey, I hope you enjoyed

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Until next time, much love.

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Soul Liberated Life
Cultivating your highest relationship purpose while living a legacy of love

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Jodie Rodenbaugh

Jodie Rodenbaugh is a Soul Liberator & Soulmate Matchmaker here to guide powerful men, women, & couples and in turn their families & into their highest relationship purpose & greatest love story their souls have ever told in all the history of ever.

Your past doesn’t define you but there is deep wisdom & life defining treasures hidden back in your earliest years and many times before you were born that are effecting your success because there is no real success without relationship success.

Gone are the days of superficial love & surface relationships. You were born to for so much more! You were born to create & allow yourself to co-create literal magic beyond your own human understanding. Soulmate kind of love requires a deep awareness of self & an unwavering connection to the most high.

Every episode of Soul Liberated Life holds timeless wisdom and potent messages to call your soul back home and into your wildest dreams and deepest soul-fueled desires.